Today’s card is a common experience for many people. Normally, it will not bring a person to the point of literally wanting to die. In some cases, one can face failure in some situation and experience this strong feeling. I won’t get into the probabilities of some of the other meanings but they are listed above in the write up.
If I drew this card in the morning before my day began I would prepare myself for some major let down. Sometimes, you just wake up feeling ‘off’ and ‘give up’ trying especially when you put your heart and soul into some situation.
As humans, we have a multitude of emotional levels which are possible. Some brief, some lingering and some constant.
The image reminds me of a gambler that has placed his life savings on a bet and lost it all. You face a grave illness and follow all the treatments prescribed only to find out it didn’t help. There are many examples in life when the despair energy can surface.